-School work is getting a bit stressful.at this point i cannot devote as much time as i want to writing my book.i now have to settle for one chapter every two weeks.i had two projects and a test this weekend,and i had to sacrifice the test for the two projects becous the projects will effect my grade much more harshly if not done.i have  alot of work to do,and i have to find a way to balance my classes.also ,i have to tell my mom not to take me on errands so much.i am actually making an effort to improve my grades, my chores and stop being semi-antisocial lately.i'm not used to doing so many things at once,but i am happier now that i just don't waste time on anything.i am actually making an attempt to be a better person.

-side note-

my favorite band A.F.I (a fire inside) released their new album,and i am dissapointed.the thing is this,the band changes its sound every album.i loved the band for its dramatic sound and poetic and dark lyrics.lyrics still nice,but the execution was bad.sounds to damn mainstream and doesn't have the dark and emotional sound they usualy have.

at this point i wonder how students find time to have sex,do drugs,party ,commit crime and get pregnant.my schedule is too tight for any of that madness,not that i want to do any of those things.i view all those things as a distraction,and even though i want to chase all the cute guys,the ones worth anything are men and won't date me becouse i'm a kid.damn.

-anyway,i am applying for colleges online.i find that to be much more convenient,than doing it by paper.my mom and i are good at losing things,so i'm glad for online applicatios,plus the fees are waved.

-i am looking forward to starting my life next year with no one in my ear.people's opinion's don't matter to me ,i only deal with facts.